fullto katofying varsh

For the second time in less than 24 hours,
I had this sullen feeling : "desi ka bada wala kat gaya".

Now if I were to be Alchemist, I must think of them as bad omens which will guide me to an alternate path and will lead me to ultimate redemption. While Mr. Coelho was quite dogmatic through his melodramatic story as he ultimately led us to happy ending; on a personal front I'll choose to differ and to be a bit more pragmatic.

As they say, for time and day first feel is always the most correct judgement one can make.

Thus I can safely term this upcoming year as the "fullto katofying varsh".

And as I write this post I am bracing myself for another blessing of all powerful, almighty THE KATALUJI PRABHU!!!

this day comes and goes...

For the past 26 years, this day has been coming and going...just like any other day.

Atleast for me!!!
People have pretty strong feelings with this day of their lives, but for me its just another day. And I try to make sure that, I also be a part of their happiness.
For me its just usual, Ofcourse my cell buzzes 2 more times. I dont mind that, if someone is happy for me, I ll not spoil it.

This doesnt mean...I despise this day or I hate people who celebrate theirs, but truly speaking I find no reason to celebrate.
For what should I celebrate, what good have I added to this world. Like one of the 6 billion people in this world, I was also born.
So what??? many in this world dont even know when they were born, and many are too busy to earn their livelihood to stop and celebrate, thankfully that's not the case here.

Maybe a day will come when I feel I did something good for this world, that day I ll be happy that I exist.
I will celebrate it someday, this is the resolution I take each year. May be mine next will call for the occasion, but till then, lets just say that like every year, I ll acknowledge my birthday.
So Mr Agarwal...wish you a birthday. Happy or not, lets wait for the coming years to tell.