it doesn't matter...

sorry for the crude form of writing, its just an ad-hoc writeup...with no prior thoughts.

So I wake up this morning and it doesn't matter,
I don't feel going to office...but it doesn't matter,
nd now m at my desk staring at my pc; doing my usual stuff
I feel kinda bored...but it doesn't matter,
now its lunch time, nd everyone's gone
m not hungry but...it doesn't matter,
anyway I get myself to FC, looking at the menu
m deciding what to eat, but it doesn't matter,

so...lunch is done, m back at seat, now lets do some work
have some calls, make some docs, have some meets...
but deep inside I feel...it doesn't matter,

nd the sun has gone down, floor is empty
time to call it a day..time to head back...
but again...it doesn't matter.

time passes by...nd it doesn't matter
now m here...now m there...
m lost somewhere...but it doesn't matter,
I do this...I do that
I quit...I stay, I revere in my thoughts, but it doesn't matter,

they say...do what you want...be what you want
well thanks for the advice...but truly it doesn't matter,
some are angry, some are happy, some are indifferent
but what do they feel...actually doesn't matter.

out of my dreams, m bk in reality...
I waste some more time...watch some more movies...
lie in my bed, sing a lullaby...
wait for it to come while the eyes defy...
m trying to sleep...but it doesn't matter,

I wake up, I work, I eat, I sleep and I live...
but...it just doesn't matter.

they remember me, they forget me...

they love me, they hate me...it doesn't matter.

m walking on a road, I don't know where it goes...

everyone is left behind, I pass all the stops...

I am just walking, I can't even turn...
will I ever reach my terminal???

does it matter?...NO it just does not matter.